HAPPY TURKEY DAY EVERYONE!

I'm down in Florida over the break and it'll be lots of fun. I get to go see Cirque Du Soleil tomorrow and I'm so flipping excited!!!!!!!!!

(Peace.)

Well, last night was the closing of the show I was working on. I didn't really do my best, but it was still a good performance.

Then I went and partied all night with the cast. That was the best ever. Although, Friday definitely ranks up there was one of the better days of my life. Not only was it probably the best performance I have ever given in my life, but I also snuck out of my house and went to a friend's party. The party was a-fucking-mazing and after everyone went to bed I got to spend some "quality" time with my love. It was definitely a good night (although walking back home in the dark at 4:15 am was NOT a highlight)

Life is alright right now. I'm sort of vegging out this week since I only have two days of school and then I head down to Florida for Thanksgiving. Oodles of fun for sure.

I haven't slept since Friday night, so my body is literally numb in most places. I'm going to swan dive into my bed as soon as I can when I get back to the residence hall and go to sleep.

Mmmmm, I can't wait.

(Peace.)

Wow.

I went to a crazy party last night, it was insane. I had so much fun and I got to see some of my favorite people ever. It was mostly my senior friends and I love those guys more than anything. Also, I spent most of the night with someone..."special" and that made me very happy!

The party was crazy, there were flashing lights, lots of food, dancing, some kids had guitar hero out (the hardcore players were insane) and people just crashed where they dropped. Plus it was straightedge (well, some people maybe not) so it wasn't just a bunch of drunk druggies having sex on a couch.

I love parties so much! I wish I could go to more, but boarding school sucks. Oh well, enjoy it while it lasts!

(Peace.)

Wow.

I have an all day rehearsal tomorrow and I have to go to my friend's show (Through the Looking Glass) tomorrow night. Busy busy!

This week I went to a lecture at one of the local universities for extra credit in my Chemistry class. The presenter's name was Gary Telgenhoff and he was a forensic pathologist. Basically he studies dead people and more specifically he studies what exactly killed them. He made an awesome point about suicide though, that I'd thought I'd share (since I have often seriously thought of the option myself)

According to Gary, there are countless records of people jumping off one of the tallest buildings in Las Vegas to commit suicide. However, to get to the point where you'd actually fall to your death you have to; jump over a fence, drop 10 or so feet, volt over another fence and drop another 5-10 feet, volt over a third fence and drop another 10 feet and then make the final leap in order to fall 19 stories (or some number like that) to your death.

Now, if you have the balls and the guts to go to all of that effort to make that jump to your death, you definitely have the strength to make it through your depression.

At least this was his point of view.

It kind of makes sense though. I dunno, but I've been thinking a lot about it anyways.

(Peace.)

Argh, the extra loud, techno music (same song over and over!) at Starbucks is about to make me dump my pumpkin spiced latte on someone and then proceed to impale myself with a sharp, pointy object. In the face.

Sweet jesus! ::holds ears and rocks back and forth:: This reminds me about why I hate Starbucks.

How is everyone else? I am under a lot of pressure right now because my show, Animal Farm, opens next Thursday (Nov. 15th) Hopefully we'll be ready in time.

Anyways, I decided to end that toxic relationship I posted about previously. I almost couldn't do it, but it is a good thing that it's been done. I genuinely want to remain friends, so I want to at least try to be civil. We'll see what happens. I wonder if I did the right thing....

If a relationship is bad for you, but good for the other person, should you end it? What makes a relationship toxic anyways?

My mind is just a muddled mess right now....

(Peace.)

Alrighty then, I've been clicking my way through some different add me websites and found a lot of people outlining their beliefs on different issues presented in today's world.

I've decided to do the same on my journal. Here it goes:

Religion: Agnostic at best, potentially a very liberal Christian. Time has yet to tell.
Gay Marriage: If marriage was actually about love, then gay people could get married. End of story.
Abortion: I am pro-choice in the cases of rape, carrying the baby will hurt the mother, the baby will definitely be born with great disabilities or terrible diseases, etc. However, I think that if you accidentally  get pregnant because you were reckless, it's your own damn fault, deal with the consequences.
Environmentalism: I'm "pro-earth" and try to do my part. There is still so much to be done, but it is important that everyone contribute since you cannot deny that you need the earth and it's resources to live. We have to take care of it.
Equality: I'm a huge feminist and I definitely believe in equality amongst races.
Government: I believe religion should play no part in government, and I am a firm believer in many of the ideals of Karl Marx. However, I have no problem with capitalism or democracy or another government that emphasizes the people as the major focus.
Drinking/Smoking/Drugs: I don't support smoking or drugs because they eventually destroy you're body whether you believe it or not. However, I have no problem with moderate drinking- just be mature and use your common sense.
Education: It's ridiculously important and should be taken seriously. The American government should start putting more money into schools instead of government officials' wallets.
Dating: I believe that you should do whatever you are comfortable with doing. Just be safe and be fair to yourself. Don't force yourself to anything you don't want to for any other person.

Although my opinions may be different from other people's, I still try to respect them and no matter what they believe or do I still love my friends for who they are.

That's all for now.

(Peace.)

Well, I suppose I am just going to welcome myself to the new livejournal community...

Hello self, welcome!

Some introduction huh? Anyhoo, I should tell everyone off the bat that during the week I have limited internet access, so my posts will be most made during the weekends. I live at a boarding school, and despite having a laptop, the internet is heavily censored so it's hard to make posts.

This weekend, I am very very very very very frustrated with someone. I happen to be dating them too.

To provide some background, I made them mad  and so they started fooling around with another girl.  Now, I am pretty forgiving and pretty open  to keeping the relationship alive...but it's becoming too consuming time wise and emotionally.

I'm really debating breaking it off- but I have no idea about how to do it. I do love them, but the relationship is too exhausting and I can't handle it anymore....either way I could use some advice.

That is so emo, I know, but hey, that's is what is on my mind right now. I promise a happier post sooner rather than later.

(Peace.)